I was doing OK… I was a zombie…a mechanical robot… I was a numbed being…I was a meaningless heartbeat… I was a soulless organism … I was something without what makes it that something… I was doing just fine… Nothing to worry about… Nothing to feel… Nothing to heal… I was empty… like a hollow, cracked jar… Not a day came by and weighted something for me… Each day was just like the day before… and tomorrow was something that lost its meaning in my dictionary… tomorrow will be yesterday… and yesterday is something that is gone till eternity… Despite all that…I was satisfied… I was in peace… neither volcanoes nor earthquakes tried to step near my brain… I was doing OK… And so, I honestly have no clue of the reasons behind your trip to my deepest thoughts and wonders? Why did you decide to materialize after all these years? Why you suddenly, and without any explanations, waked up the dead? Why ? What life? What dreams? I lost my track long time ago… What do you want me to do? Declare my Rebellion? Ok… But for what? For you?? For Illusion??? But, are you an illusion??? Are you a figment of my imagination??? Or are you out there, thinking why I came into sight as well??? Either this or that, you just added more bewilderment to the confusion I already have… And I am totally hallucinating right now because of you… and you'll never know that… * This post is not based on a personal experience… it is just something I felt writing it down…
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from Egypt
said:Yeah Wonders is right the final line actually made it very clear :(
Adding this line was very smart from you ;) and that's why I'd rather say these feelings hurt alot and this is an extremely harsh situation :(
Dead didn't wake up, they were never dead in the first place... Never have they died and will never do as long as we're alive and breathing!!!
from Jordan
said:while reading the post one word was in my mind "some stuff are too good to be true" and dono if it does relate to the post :P
from Jordan
said:Ya 3einy , brainstorming out of the box 3ala osooloh!
I love nasj el qisas wa khilafo :)
from Jordan
said:as wonders said, ween hal gebeh? its been a while since you posted,
o i thought that you were having some big problem, untill i read the last line :>
from United States
said:I hope you doing good now, allah yahafthak yah rab. Always on My Mind. Mazen
from Jordan
said:Hello...
Hey! You are beginning to loose it! hahaha yalla serna etnain, I need serious therapy, and/or a long vacation and/or a new car (Hummer H2), and/or a girl that won't give me headache!
-am self centered right now.
To all...
I am sorry I am not communicating like I used to be...
But enshallah I will... Thanks alot for stopping by :)
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from United Arab Emirates
Hey there, wen hl gebeh??
I loved the post, at the begining i thought it was something u experienced related to one of ur earlier posts, but the final line made it clear :)
cheers girl!