While our wedding date which we have chosen together, and then was obliterated, is approaching, many undetermined and uncategorized feelings are rushing in my mind… I don't know what I am feeling right now, as the pain that you think you have caused could actually be handled, in relations to the destruction which you have made to our relationship, and to the thing that you once called love…And so, I don't have a broken heart, or a shattered soul... No… I am not weeping around or even staring on the space regretting every single moment that I have spent with you…I am not… even though it was such an unhealthy relationship… even though your weakness was so unbearable…even though you were gifted with the ability to ruine every laughter…every dream…every joy… As underneath my scratched feelings I knew that I have learnt my lessons…and I knew that my spirit will be raised again from the ashes…and for the first time in my whole life, I recognized what I DESIRE…What I WANT to be…and what I NEED to be doing… I have mixed of feelings, but sure pain isn't one of them…Because I DO KNOW that there is no scar in my heart or any wound left…and if I was sent back in time, I won’t hesitate letting you in, because I know, and know for sure that I will let you out while I am growing…growing to be stronger, tougher and more determinant… As for our wedding date…It WAS a celebration of the birth of our joint lives and our fresh new start… and now it IS a celebration of my recuperation of my true self … a celebration of my salvation…and a celebration of my intensification … And so, for such a celebration, which was the end result of all the things which you have and haven't said and done, I feel obligated to pay you back all your favors and let you go, totally forgiven…
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from Jordan
said:You don't know how much I am flattered with your comment, Hamede.
As I know that your comments are quite short and to the point, so this comment made my day to be honest…
Thanks a bunch, and good luck to you too :)
from United Arab Emirates
said:Forgivness is part of healing.. it shows how that you are a big person. you should feel great if for nothing else, for that is enough. and ofcourse for Hamede's comment ;)
Things happen for a reason, and i am sure God has a better plan for you! God bless you girl..
Wonders,,,
Thank you so much for your kind comment and your support... God bless you too my friend :)
from Jordan
said:Greeting ,
You have no idea how much am proud to have a strong friend like you .
I read your amazing,marvelous words,which is reflect that you will be SHAKESPEARE 21 century .
I've just want to say : It's better to be with no one than to be with the wrong one.
I'd pray to God with all my heart, for you darling.
from Jordan
said:Dearest whiterose,
You don't know how much it means to me to have your comment here. Knowing you as a colleague and a friend is something I will always cherish, as you know, we chatted a lot about it and you were there, which is something priceless to me.
You have my heart and prayers for your up-coming new phase of your life… I am sure you will create a great family, because you are such an amazing strong young woman, and you really deserve the finest things in life…
God bless you darling…and thank you for your support...
from United Arab Emirates
said:Hi there,
Guess what? you are tagged! go to my blog to answer the questions....
cheers
thanks wonder my dear!!! I will do it as soon as possible...Cheerz :)
from Jordan
said:emm , how long have you known him !!!
well , am really happy for you , you finally forgave , i wish i can ...
I wish that for you too as well... It will set you free... I promise :)
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from United States
Word can move mountains,but nothing makes quite so deep an impression as taking action especially when it,s done by you,good post and good luck.