I have been experiencing some difficulties when I start writing my thoughts down… I remember how easy it was for me to write a year ago, it was something like waking up in the morning or having a cup of coffee… but now writing for me is just like trying to learn a new language or go to a place you have never been before… I keep wondering all day long, where is that fire that used to motivate me? I used to write a lot, and now I can't pass a sentence… I really don’t know why, but maybe because I –as a human being- changed dramatically in the past year, I won't say that I have been through a lot and all that garbage. All I know is that the consequences of some of my decisions changed many many many things in me, in ways I could've never imagined or even wanted. My thoughts and my way of seeing and analyzing the issues around me have also changed. I am a "brand new" me… And it's just so hard for me to put the new person in me down on papers. I just can't and don’t want to admit that I feel less in love with everything around me, nature, family, friends, work and anything I have interest in… I am not depressed or sad or anything… I'm just facing the reality which says that Neverland will never be the same Neverland whom has left the blogosphere a year ago… no matter how hard I try… But all I can say is that, I do hope from the bottom of my heart that I am not loosing the passion and the ability of writing … I hope that it isn't also gone with the other things that I let go…
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from Jordan
said:Wicked comment : Does Luca really have colorful hair or what ??
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from Egypt
said:Dear,
Are you letting it out some way else?
Are you so busy with life and people...ur work and sharing a bigger part of you with the world or inhaling a bitter part of the world inside you more than before??
If yes...then you're just living it and after a short while you'll be doing both..enjoying your lovely talent that enriches us while digging whioleheartedly in life.
You're precious...always 
from United Arab Emirates
said:I remember leaving a comment here!! weird...
Look at it from the bright side babe, yes you are different but it doesn't mean it is a bad thing. you have learnt things and this will make a better neverland.
I have changed a lot in the past year since i came here, i was scared at first but now i know it is for the better.
As for writing, well babe it comes and goes you need change in your life loool. no i'm serious, just try to change your routine to include more fun in it.
from Jordan
said:hey,
you know, all last year I didn't post anything, and now i'm active again, and i really felt bad, i couldn't write all last year, but you know, we are human beings, you will need sometime to reflect, and think, and i'm sure you come back to writing, but don't be hard on yourself.
we all experience this sometimes, I think experiences (change most people), and it doesn't change those who try hard to understand and resist the (bad reactions), free yourself from reactions, i'm not saying all this (as if i'm a teacher, or someone who knows better that you do), but i think i need some to tell this (last year), God Bless you,
from Jordan
said:Hello , ba3dein ma3ek?? Write something about the birds or cats or anything!!! Yallah!
from United Arab Emirates
said:I add my voice to Fadi
We want post!
from Jordan
said:Hi lama , how are you ... how was your day .. hope all is going ok girl , Cheer up will you *
from Jordan
said:you know what may help? taking a break from writting..yes believe me!!
inshallah everything will work out soon!
SMilllee!!! :>
from Lebanon
said:Wishing you and your loved ones a very happy new year! Enjoy!
are you going to blog anytime soon?
from Jordan
said:just thought to wish you a beautiful Good morning *...
Mais.
from Jordan
said:Please check up this great blog .. she is worth reading ..
http://mysecretgarden.jeeran.com
from Jordan
said:guyz thanks for your support... I am really speechless... I think I am back, I hope so Thanks a million for being so nice to me
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from Jordan
Hey ,
You didn't change !!! You're still the same Nevrland I know but maybe with a little change.. A positive change I mean.
Give it a try and lets see how things go ..
Take care